It Hurts to Do Anything, Might As Well Do Someting

I’ve been in 9-10 level pain hell for the past two days with no dips back down to 8 where I have uncomfortably hovered for the past 6 months. Nothing I do makes it feel better, but nothing seems to be making it worse.

My attempt at productivity today has been a tad successful. Every 15-30 minutes or so I sit up, do a thing on the computer that takes maybe 2 minutes tops, and then curl back into a ball.

However, I don’t know what the quality of said productivity is, because I’m looking at the screen with my left eye closed and my right eye squinting. Bed rest is absolutely the best thing for me right now. But bed rest is ALL I DO ALL OF THE TIME.

Bed rest is boring.

I can’t eat. I can’t sleep. I can’t stand to listen to anything today. Between the nausea and the light sensitivity I just want to cut my head off.

Is cutting my head off productive? I don’t believe it is. But I could be wrong about that.

Stay cheery, Brain Victims

Advertisements

2 thoughts on “It Hurts to Do Anything, Might As Well Do Someting

What do you think?

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s